Friday, October 24, 2008
I'm in love with someone. Very, very much. I can't have this person. I had this person at one point in my life, as they had me. I went through a bunch of shit in one year, and pushed everyone out of my life. Because of that mistake, he's with someone else. My stupidity lost me the love of my life.
And now after seeing him yesterday, it hurts even more.
It hurts to know I don't have him because of my mistakes.
Maybe if I wait, I'll get another chance.
But that never happens, so I'm going to run away to Australia because I don't know what do anymore. I'm unmotivated. I'm done.