Fucked Up.

A few minutes ago, I had a realization. My life is way fucked up.

And then, around one minute ago, I realized that NO, it isn't. it's just a tad off.

so I stopped to think, WHY did I think it's fucked up?
...I just gave my little bro condoms so his girlfriend wouldn't get pregnant
...I just stopped talking to a very close friend. or rather, he stopped talking to me
...My entire social circle is down to 5 people, counting me
...My best friend just became my girlfriend, and we're into bondage
...the economy sucks and will probably prevent me from landing my dream job and living the life I want
...Since when do I post to a blog?
...Since when am i passing all my classes?
...i really really need to go climbing
...or hiking
...or camping
...or something
...i just started playing the same old video games that I did as a child. And I'm kicking ass SMB3, SMB1, SMW, DK Country, Ultimate Mortal Combat 3, various other titles
...wow...
...I feel like I should be pissed at the friend who stopped talking to me without even an explanation, but I don't even care anymore. i never expected that.
..