Friday, August 29, 2008

Time to Pretend

I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life.
Let's make some music, make some money, find some models for wives.
I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, and fuck with the stars.
You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars.

I wish we could just forget about everything in our lives, and simply have fun, and just pretend. Sometimes we have a lot of shit going on in our lives, but sometimes there's those moments where we just think about all the good, and think about how we are taking every living moment for granted.

There's those nights where we can pace around our apartments crying and screaming, and there's those nights where we sit in the forest and kiss for what seems like forever. There's those days where we feel so good about ourselves, and succeed, and there's those days where we're failing school and we don't know what to do about it anymore. We have those moments where we can just jump as high as the sky, and we have those moments where we all bitch and complain together.

We can have those nights where we just sit around and do what we usually do, and wake up the next morning with no memories. Or we can have those nights where we go out with friends and so something absolutely ridiculous, like karaoke, and wake up the next morning still smiling about the good times and memories that were made. Sometimes we think of past relationships and greave upon them. Sometimes we go out and make new ones. Sometimes we do stupid shit, and and think, "OH GOD, I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT." Sometimes we do awesome shit, and think, "why didn't we do that sooner?"

We all need to get out and party. When we party, we sometimes tend to puke. When we party, we sometimes tend to scream at the top of our lungs and drink more. When we drive on the highway, we tend to go the speed limit. When we drive on the highway, we tend to speed just for the adrenaline rush. We watch our calories a lot because we want to eat healthy. We eat whatever the fuck we want because we can only do this once. We walk because we want to take our time. We run because we just want to get it over with.

Nonetheless, we all take life for granted, and we should probably start looking at the better outlook soon, because all this negative thinking and depression is going to make our brains blow. So even if we have to pretend, we need to do something to stimulate the mind.

So join me, and let's do something ridiculous and wake up the next morning wanting it to happen again.

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