As for last emotionally charged blog.

I looked into my baby's eyes
I've tried so hard to find some light
When I looked there was no-one there
No-one there at all

For what I did I cry the street
I had somebody tied to me
When I tried to draw breath to speak
There was no-one there at all

Can't go back
I can't go back
Can't go back
I can't go back
Can't go back
I can't go back
To the place I was before

I feel like my colleague and I have temporarily lost touch of what this blog is supposed to be be about because of a recent bout of depression. I woke up feeling like a fucking rock star this morning and remembered how it feels to expect nothing.

i'll just lay quiet.