Confessions, yes?

Confession #15: I've been of age for what, four days? And I feel like seventeen was so long ago.

Confession #16: I feel that on my 18th birthday I aged three more years instead of one. I feel a lot older than I really am. It's really weird.

Confession #17: Every time we lock eyes, my heart sinks to the bottom of my feet, and I get really nervous.

Confession #18: "Jizz in my Pants," is one of my most favorite songs.

What.

Confession #11: I am on the verge of the biggest mental breakdown of my life. I can feel it building up inside of me. I know I'm going to explode on people I shouldn't. But that's life, I guess.

Confession #12: I'm pretty sure I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I haven't dated anyone in ages, nobody will date me, and I'm constantly rejected. I also let the love of my life slip away through my fingertips. Being alone forever can't be too bad, right?

Confession #13: I care about you. Oh wait, you already know this. But my feelings for you go in weird patterns, like a rollercoaster. One day they're there, and then they were gone, and in this moment of time, they don't know where to go; they're stuck in a neutral state. I'm tempted to stop caring about you (and the love of my life), because I usually waste my time and make a fool of myself expressing my feelings for people who just don't give a shit. Don't worry, it's not you, it's me.

Confession #14: I feel that we have drifted apart and that you have replaced me. That's okay I guess.. I'm ok alone.

Cun-fesh-en

Confession #7: I'm convinced that on my 18th birthday I will sparkle and shine and turn into Milla Jovovich instead of an ogre. Magics will happen and I will become beautiful.

Confession #8: I am deathly afraid of failing all my math classes in college. Calculus in Fall 09? What the JESUS?

Confession #9: If I could go back in time to the beginning of the summer, I would not tell you I liked you when I first liked you. It makes me feel like I made the friendship awkward to this day, and I'm sorry.

Confession #10: I'm afraid the future I have in mind will not happen.

moar confezinz

Confession #5: I'm kindof going to miss being seventeen. I will no longer be able to say, "ew, I'm only fucking seventeen, you prick." I will also no longer be able to use the excuse, "please officer, they told me if I got one more before I was eighteen, they'd take it away, and I can't afford that."

Confession #6: Nintendogs is the shit.

More Confessions

Confession #2: When I get really drunk, I want to make out with everyone. This really didn't come into too much affect until I moved to SoCal.

Confession #3: I see my entire life as a big movie. When I think of events in the past or future, I also imagine filming aspects into it. Camera angles, music, lighting, etc.

Confession #4: I always wanted to be that super-assassin-sci-fi-hero chick. Yup.

CONFESSION

Confession #1: I cried to both of the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants movies.

..that is all I have.

For now.